A Retrospection

I dont whine anymore when the bus keeps me waiting; I shout no longer when someone bumps on me in the crowd; I dont bother now if people make fun of me for silly things that I do.. Perhaps, I have got a more holistic view of all these secondary details..I still feel good to be a part of this mundane world and happy to be mortal but I have got this belief that happiness is there in the moments, not in a span of lifetime; its the content that matters, not the stretch of the context.

For me, solitude is a bliss now and silence is really really comfortable...I am in a state of peace and freedom; sometimes feeling to be attached to something which I will like to believe as the universal soul; a connection thats eternal and omnium-gatherum...Moments that count in life are moments when we can relate ourselves with that Universal soul which manifests in individual souls and count of those moments rates the life..

People who have ever been a part of my active life - thank you for letting me understand myself better every time, every day.. People who have made me smile - thank you all; you all have helped me connect to that unified soul whenever I smiled.. People whom I have ever succeeded to make happy - thanks for coming in my life and giving me the opportunity to see the world through your happy eyes.. People whom I have rendered serious pain - forgive me but appreciate on the fact that had it not for me you may not have realized your inside so better; the pains I have given may not be my salvation but has always given you an opportunity to believe that you can do better.

Today, when I retrospect the spent times I see the paradox we all have been living in but also realize that it is for those paradoxes that we have known how to re-assess situations and strive to get the outer view of the paradox. Every time we succeed in doing so, we discover something new but something really really true.. Every retrospection reminds me of the raw material I am build of and how those materials have been transformed and manifested to what I am today; may not spectacular but true and transparent..

I don't whine of anything anymore; I no longer worry of making myself the best.. coz 'best' is synonymous to the horizon seeking which can lead to an unending quest.. Rather feeling myself to be a part of the very land I stand upon can always connect me to the horizon... Now I am relaxed; pacified..



Now I can take a deep breath and feel weightless..

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